Missed You

As my eyes peek from under my cover I stare @ my phone
Not just b/c it’s less than inches from my face but b/c I’m hoping he texted
The Night B4:
My phone died at 5ish and didn’t get a chance to recharge until 9
Give or take 3-4 hours...
I wonder what he has say to me...
Nothing
The Witching Hours:
I nod to sleep n wake at 4 still nothing...
U told me about your plans for the day so there’s no doubt that your busy
But if indeed you are...how had you found the time to swim threw my thoughts???
I rock back to gaze at the darkness
What’s a girl to do now...
Try in fall back to sleep...
Can’t do that b/c your swimming
Watch some TV...can’t do that b/c I still don’t know your favorite shows…
Listen to your heart beat…I wish…
So I opt for a cigarette...

From me to Facebook Cudi...

Alright, I'll just get it out the way now...I know I'm a total loser for even requesting Kid Cudi as a friend on Facebook. I've also come to realize I'm prob an even bigger loser for writing him a short poem.
Needless to say I'm still waiting on the friend confirmation lol. No hard feelings Cudi, ur not real anyway...but I am still a super fan n supporter and can wait to see him live January 12...whooooooo!
Love Jessica

Facebook says "if you know him add him as a friend"...

I surly do not know u

but ur musical charge is changing my life...

I feel like I know the pieces uve chosen to euphorically preserve

n therefore…

I know the Scott ud like me to know...

now...since we're old friends the "add" is merely the next step ^_^